Time is flying by...
I firstly want to apologize for not writing in quite a while! I've been pretty busy, and I now am making a goal to keep updated at least once a week.
So much has happened since the last time I wrote!
Last night, or I guess this morning, at around 1:00 AM, I was reading my journal and looking through my yearbook. It made me really happy to go thorough all of my memories that I made in 9th grade. But it also made me sad. Realizing that nothing will be like that again. I cried for a long time, and eventually went and poured my soul out to my mother as usual. :) She comforted me of course and sent me back down to bed. I have very mixed feelings at the moment. Some things I'm excited for, but mostly I'm scared and nervous, and sad. It was a long night. At 4 AM my mom had to take my dad to the airport, and I kept freaking out because I thought I was imagining that there was a kidnapper in our house because my dog kept barking and it was just horrible. My eyelids are drooping at the moment. Anyway. Today I am starting over. I am turning over a new page or leaf or whatever that phrase is. I'm letting go of the past, but yet keeping the memories. I'm embracing the future and whatever it's going to throw at me or trip me with. :) I'm ready. Everything happens for a reason. Who knows? Maybe I'll become president. Always expect the unexpected. There is nothing to fear but fear itself.
